8.30.2006

My Cubicle, Five Years After 9/11...

The weekend before September 11, 2001 was a new beginning in my professional life. Our small little company, publishers of the best unknown teen magazine out there -- College Bound -- was moving on up to a beautiful corporate office from its previous location above a strip mall. So much potential, so many possibilities.

Then that fateful Tuesday morning came... I was in early that day, around 8:40, excited to start setting up my new cubicle while thinking about what my professional future had in store, when my co-worker started nervously reporting to the few of us early birds that a plane had hit the World Trade Center. What I first brushed off like many people did as a freak commuter plane accident, became the single most defining moment of my generation. As the next few hours, days, and months came, suddenly things were put in perspective. My cubicle decor was hardly a priority.

But life went on, as it inevitably does. By the grace of God, my family members and friends who were there that day survived as so many others hadn't. Such relief and thankfulness was quelled with the death of my grandfather two months to the day after 9/11. Then after the darkness, came the best days of my life. So much to be thankful for, as evidenced by a cubicle that gradually became adorned with photos of my wedding, and then a beautiful baby boy's growth into toddlerhood.

But that's not all that's displayed in my work space. To my left still hangs the yellowed Daily News cover from September 18th, 2001 with the simple headline: "I love NY More Than Ever." And there's the tiny cutout from a Fall 2001 issue of College Bound with a photo illustrating Wagner College's view of the New York skyline -- with the Twin Towers. I remember being glad that the photo had made it into a post-9/11 issue. Just like I'm glad when I catch a glipse of the World Trade Center in old films and TV shows. Images become memories -- and all the digital technology in the world can't erase them.

Now as we approach the five year anniversary of 9/11 and get bombarded with documentary analysis of what went wrong that day, all of those sinking feelings and emotions have started to come flooding back. Who am I kidding? They're always there ready to resurface really. In fact, I can't think of one family or friend get-together in the past five years that didn't circle around to "the 9/11 conversation" -- what were you were doing when the buildings came down? But as September comes, the feelings just weigh a little more heavily, thick like the black smoke that I watched from the drive home on the Verrazano that day in 2001.

Adding to the dread of this year's anniversary came the sudden news that our company would not be publishing College Bound anymore -- on which I've worked since 1997 -- and that many of my dear colleagues were being abruptly let go. Suddenly our thriving office family fell silent, save for the tears and random outbursts -- sounds and emptiness that I hadn't heard around here since that day.

And so once again, just like in 2001, my colleagues and I have to pick up the pieces and adjust to a different world and the guilt of being layoff survivors. While certainly not as life-altering or tragic as the terrorist attacks, I can't help but notice the parallels:
> How this could happen?
> We never saw it coming.
> It will take time to rebuild, but we'll be OK.

The rebuilding has already begun, starting with promises of a better tomorrow and an office redesign. Guess that means I'll be decorating a new cubicle once again. I can't wait to display the latest pics of my son. Ooh, maybe I'll get a funky area rug from Target, and de-clutter my space with cool shelving. I'll still have to find room for my Daily News cover, though... and maybe a couple of my favorite CB Teen issues. I'm not ready to forget.

9 comments:

selaput dara buatan said...

thanks for sharing, nice blog and article

Pelangsing cepat alami said...

I like it this really good information.

Selaput dara buatan said...

VAGINA PINGGUL
VAGINA SILIKON
ELEKTRIK

VAGINA TABUNG
SILIKON

VAGINA SILIKON
MANUAL

VAGINA MUNGIL GETAR
VAGINA
SILIKON ELEKTRIK NUNGGING

OBAT VIMAX
ORIGINAL

OBAT PEMBESAR PENIS
SELAPUT DARA BUATAN
TATTONOX OBAT
PENGHILANG TATTO

VMENPLUS
OBAT KUAT TAHAN LAMA

pembesar penis said...

nice article

Vimax Canada said...

good article, thanks for sharing

Selaput dara buatan said...

PENIS TEMPEL ELEKTRIK
VIBRATOR PENIS NAGA
PENIS KEPALA DUA MANUAL
VIBRATOR PENIS MAJU MUNDUR
PENIS GETAR ELEKTRIK
PENIS IKAT PINGGANG ELEKTRIK
VIBRATOR PENIS GOYANG
BONEKA FUL BODY
VAGINA SENTER
VAGINA PINGGUL
VAGINA SILIKON ELEKTRIK
VAGINA TABUNG SILIKON
VAGINA SILIKON MANUAL
VAGINA MUNGIL GETAR
VAGINA SILIKON ELEKTRIK NUNGGING
OBAT VIMAX ORIGINAL
OBAT PEMBESAR PENIS
SELAPUT DARA BUATAN
TATTONOX OBAT PENGHILANG TATTO
VMENPLUS OBAT KUAT TAHAN LAMA

vimax original said...

VIMAX CANADA
ALAT SEX UNTUK PRIA
VAGINA PANTAT NUNGGING
VAGINA TABUNG
VAGINA SENTER
BONEKA FULL BODY
ALAT SEX UNTUK WANITA
VIBRATOR LIDAH
PENIS TEMPEL GETAR ELEKTRIK
PENIS SILIKON GETAR
PENIS IKAT PINGGANG
BONEKA FULL BODY PRIA
PENIS MUTIARA
VIBRATOR PENGGELI
ALAT PEMBESAR PENIS
VAKUM PEMBESAR PENIS
PRO EXTENDER
ALAT PEMBESAR PAYUDARA
VAKUM PAYUDARA
PEMBESAR PAYUDARA
dr SUSAN CREAM
KONDOM
KONDOM KRISTAL
KONDOM NAGA
KONDOM KAKTUS
MINYAK PEMBESAR PENIS
COBRA OIL
BLACK MAMBA OIL
LINTAH PAPUA
OBAT KANTUNG MATA
OBAT PENGHILANG KANTUNG MATA

Ely Fatmawati said...

VIMAX ASLI CANADA
VIMAX ASLI
VIMAX canada
MANFAAT VIMAX
VIMAX CAPSUL
CIRI CIRI VIMAX
VIMAX
OBAT PEMBESAR PENIS
HARGA VIMAX
OBAT PEMBESAR PENIS
VIMAX HERBAL
VIMAX OBAT HERBAL
OBAT PEMBESAR PENIS
VIMAX
MANFAAT VIMAX ASLI
VIMAX CANADA
VIMAX ASLI
VIMAX CAPSUL
MANFAAT VIMAX CAPSUL
OBAT PEMBESAR PENIS
MANFAAT VIMAX ASLI
MANFAAT VIMAX
VIMAX
HARGA VIMAX CAPSUL
HARGA VIMAX ASLI
HARGA VIMAX

Ely Fatmawati said...

VIMAX ASLI CANADA DI SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG
VIMAX ASLI DI SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG
VIMAX CANADA DI SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG
VIMAX DI SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG
VIMAX IZON DI SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG
APOTEK VIMAX ASLI DI SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG
VIMAX DI SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG
OBAT PEMBESAR PENIS DI SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG
VIMAX ASLI DI SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG
OBAT PEMBESAR PENIS DI SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG
VIMAX HERBAL DI SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG
AGEN VIMAX ASLI DI SURABAYA | DI SIDOARJO | DI MALANG
JUAL VIMAX ASLI DI SURABAYA | DI SIDOARJO | MALANG
AGEN VIMAX DI SURABAYA | DI SIDOARJO | MALANG
DISTRIBUTOR VIMAX DI SURABAYA | DI SIDOARJO | MALANG
VIMAX DI SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG
JUAL VIMAX DI SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG
VIMAX SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG
JUAL VIMAX DI SURABAYA | DI SIDOARJO | MALANG
OBAT PEMBESAR PENIS DI SURABAYA | DI SIDOARJO | MALANG
JUAL VIMAX ASLI DI SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG
JUAL VIMAX DI SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG
AGEN VIMAX DI SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG
VIMAX ASLI CANADA DI SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG
AGEN VIMAX ASLI DI AURABAYA | AIDOARJO | MALANG
JUAL VIMAX DI SURABAYA | SIDOARJO | MALANG